I lovelovelovelovelove him. I swear it’s not for the money, or the physicality, or anything. No one would ever believe that, of course, and for good reason. In general, I’m just a shallow cunt. To be honest, even I can’t really digest the fact that I’m emotionally attached to somebody… It’s weird. It makes me feel incredible though. And it gives me some hope that maybe somewhere deep inside me I’m human, not just the selfish and manipulative bitch I wish I weren’t. It’s fucking mental, man. I feel like I’m flying and I have butterflies and god damn it I’m such a GIRL when it comes to him. Jesus. 

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